Yesterday was awesome! Today is awesome! I don't know what's in the Kool Aid but I feel incredible. Mentally I'm sharp, my productivity is increasing and I feel more like...more like... myself. My true self, the one that lives inside and strive to be. My best self. Maybe it's all the omegas from the fish I ate this week. Maybe it's the Vitamin C or B's. Maybe it's the extra 150 mg of Wellbutrin. Who knows? Who cares? I'll take it. I'm functioning at normal. I actually found myself saying "this is what normal feels like." It's not a struggle like it usually is. Today is Friday and I should be worrying about the weekend triggers. While I don't know what the weekend holds, I do know that I am more committed to my 30 days than I ever have been. Tomorrow I'll do a bike ride in the morning and that will be my 4th day of exercise this week.
I'm still tired waking up in the mornings but I attribute that to the meds I take at night. I had sushi last night after a very hard workout (my first time at a restaurant since the no drinking thing) and I had a brief moment where I wanted to order a drink but it passed. I felt so much better getting home after dinner, with energy and without that usual full, drowsy feeling. Oh and did I mention that I lost 3 pounds? Yep, weighed in on July 1st at 215. Today I was 212. And I only began this 6 days ago. Not too shabby!
On Monday I should get the results of my vaginal culture. In the meantime she prescribed oral thrush meds even though she doesn't think that's what I have. I disagree since it feels just like when I had it before.
Love, Me
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